Happy 1st Monthsary, Babe.ย 

Everytime you asked me why it’s you, why I love you? I honestly don’t know what to answer and I’m becoming so speechless and my only answer would always be “Yes” “Oo” tho it’s not an open ended question hahahahaha and “basta,kase I love you” that’s it, all I know is words canโ€™t express how I feel about you. The day you came into my life was the day I knew I was blessed. You make me feel so secure and safe always when you hold my hands, When Iโ€™m with you, time flies so fast but the passing of time no longer matters, when I already miss you  even tho we just parted, The way you make me laugh because of you corny jokes and banats, the way you make my heart skip a beat when you put your lips into mine and the warmth of your hugs, the way you look deeply into my eyes and the way you look at me even tho I’m not lookin at you (may mata kase ako sa gilid and likod ko hahahahaha) , thinking about these things not only puts a smile on my face but also on my heart. I never expected this coming because all I know is I was enjoying everything by myself watching my fav movies, eating, sitting in silence, singing along with my fav songs, going to the mall..as in everything, but I never knew these every little things that I am doing is better when I’m doing it wit you and when I’m with you I feel me..the real me I’m not afraid to show my true self my weird and crazy self, just like the song “๐ŸŽถ I like me better when I’m with you..๐ŸŽถ”  I love you and look forward the memories weโ€™ll be creating together #worththewait.. HAPPY 1ST MONTH BABE!! and to many many more months, and years to come.  ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’•

Ps. Thank you so much sa pasurprise nakakainis ka you never failed to surprise me. I ยฃ0v3 รผ ph0wz t0 th3 m00n @nd ฮฒ@ck hahahahaha ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜˜


The Sunday Currently |11|

Here we go TSC, it’s been a while now since my last TSC entry and here I am again.. how’s your Sunday everyone? I hope everyone’s doing fine just like I do tho I am having back and headache right now due to lack of sleep and rest if ya’ll read my last post you’ll know why, but yeah so far I am able to get enough sleep now (more than 2 hours of sleep mga 4hours na ganun hahahaha ๐Ÿ˜‚) since we brought mama home last wednesday atleast here there are no nurses who keeps on coming in every hour or two that’s why I can sleep straight.. but anyway so here you go my Sunday Currently for this day *wink*


Nah just the Chat thread of team japz na napakahaba hahahahaha, some article about what food can help lower down blood pressure for mama and also some tweets on twitter.

I am writing my Sunday Currently entry right now and tryna do multi tasking while eating and watching TV.

Tell me it’s okay by Gnash (well basically Gnash playlist :)), If ya’all wonderin who’s Gnash well you’re missin it you should listen to his songs like all of his song it’s so soulful and ugh Idk can’t explain it,I just love listening to his songs eyy #eargasm

……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… That’s what I am thinking.

The oil that I put on mama’s legs while I am massaging her, and the oil kinda have a weird smell that I can’t explain.

Right now my wish is good health for my family lalo na kay Papa because I know he’s super tired for the past week and also a fast recovery for mama tho we are actually seeing a fast recovery from her which is a good thing, I hope she can walk real soon because she wants to walk now gawwwwd mama is the type of person who can’t stand doing nothing at home hahahaha, and we’re going back to the Hospital on Tuesday so I am wishing that everything is already good for her especially the bleeding in her brain.

I am wearing my T-mobile shirt now partnered with my pambahay mint green short.

Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes but it’s the only thing that I know when it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes It is the only thing that makes us feel alive hahahahahahaha ๐Ÿ˜‚ ๐ŸŽถ

to go somewhere where I can sleep the whole day as in no interruption or anything.

SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP, RESSSSSSSSSSSSSST and EAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT (capslock para intense hahahaha) well a lot of people says I lost weight and I think I did look at my wrist gawwwwwd as per ate Ruth Jacob’s (her 1-year old son) hands are fatter than mine hahahahaha

feeling super thankful not only me but my family and relatives because God never left me and my family (I know he never will) He guided mama and my family all through out, he gave enough strenght to mama so she can fight and recover so fast from her stroke.. felling thankful that she did not take mama from us because c’mon what happened is super duper life threatening.. so yeah super duper thankful and blessed. Oh and sleepy at the same time so imma sleep after this post ๐Ÿ™‚


The Worst Thing

Hey guys.. Been busy lately and something unexpected just happened 2days ago that shook our family and friends, It’s 2:00am right now only got like an hour or two of sleep and haven’t got any good sleep for the past few days,  I’m here right now outside the ICU (Intensive Care Unit) sitting in the waiting area right infront of this white tinted door where there’s no way you can see what’s happening inside wondering if mama is awake already or still sleeping inside but I heard mama sneezed so I bet she’s awake but can’t see her until the visiting hours tho which is 9am-10am isn’t horrible? But, what’s worst than seeing your dear Mama inside the ICU laying on a hospital bed can’t speak and with tube host and oxygen inserted in her nose and wearing adult diapers which she really hates? I know y’all would agree with me because damn who would have want to see their parents suffering like that?! *I’m not crying* 

(ICU waiting area)This was our home for the past 3days..this is where we eat, sit the whole day and sleep.

So yea maybe y’all wondering too what happened 2days ago and why mama is in the ICU.. Here you go 2 days go June 21st just the day after her birthday which is June 20th imagine that? Mama got stroke I mean not the mild one but the life threatening one as per Dr. Pamintuan her Doctor, It happened in the morning at our house I’m not around tho coz I’m at work that time.. It’s already end of my shift the team was about to go out for lunch at Pizza hut that day and super excited because I just got back from a different sched I missed my team mates so much and pizza duh! I love pizza hahahahaha and I was actully planning on going to the mall too to buy her a gift for her birthday coz I wasn’t able to buy any gift yet..then I grab  my phone and I saw messages and missed calls from my Sister, kuya, cousin and auntie I was like “anong meron?”*confused face ๐Ÿ˜•* coz I have’t read the messages yet and when I opened it baaaaam! I was standing there then parang bigla akong nanghina and napaupo what I read was these “Te da diretso kang amc dinala namin si mama”dada nasan ka? dinala si mama mo sa ospital” and then this which made me weak “inatake daw si auntie mabeth! Kontakin mo auntie lyn” bcoz that’s where I was like “what the fuck?” so then I told ate lou that can’t go with them because of the news amd that’s where my tears started to fall and I run to the elevator while waiting I started crying and they were like “don’t worry too much” “don’t cry maybe it’s not that bad”God is always good” I was planning on taking the stairs but it’s 5th floor hahahaha while in the elevator Ate Ivy offered to take me to the hospital since she have scooter and of course I said yes coz I’m really in a rush, I entered the hospital and someone’s calling my name from the side and then I saw mami, kuya and gerald with their faces looking so sad and tulala and they told me mama was in the ER (emergency room) with Papa and gellie so I went inside the ER and they were about to bring her to the ICU and I was like what the hell do they need to put her in the ICU? I have some kind of a trauma when it comes to ICU because before when one of my aunt who died from leukemia actually died in ICU and I saw people from the ICU before whose dying already so It was set on my mind that people who are put on the ICU is already on a worst condition that’s why I worried so much about mama because my biggest fear aside from me dying is losing my parents I mean We all do I guess.. *fast forward* We are all waiting outside the ICU me, Papa, Gellie, Gerald, Kuya and mami for an update and while sitting their there was this flash back of memories (it’s like in the movies) and I regret why I did not said goodbye and did a goodbye kiss to her that day before going to work which I always do whenever I go somewhere to both of my parents, I regret that sometimes I dont response back to her when she talks to me, I regret that we sometimes have fought about small things like her eating my food, using my phone, getting some money on my wallet etc without my permission, I also hate myself for not buying her a gift on the day of her birthday itself.. It felt like I was the worst daughter ever  and that I started crying again like my tears won’t stop falling from my eyes I was just starring at the floor the whole time *I’m not crying right now promised* It’s still 2pm or 3pm that day we are waiting for the Doctor to come to read the CT Scan for us and also for us to see mama inside the ICU, It was 5pm (visiting hours) the nurses called us to come inside tho only two at a time are allowed of course.. and that’s the first time I saw my mama like that, that’s why when I saw her it broke my heart so much that I can’t stop my tears especially when she tried to speak and move her hands and legs which she can’t that day (she’s crying that she can’t) I didn’t want her to see me crying but I really can’t stop it I just told her “pagaling ka ma ha para uuwi na tayo, wag ka masiyado magalala magagalaw mo din yan pahinga ka lang muna” then I saw her tears falling on the sides of her eyes which broke my heart more and more.. She was inside the ICU for like 3days and yesterday (June 23, 2017 Friday) was a good news for us and for mama her Doctor, Dr.Pamintuan had a word with me inside the ICU and she told me that mama can now be transfered to a regular room which we are so happy about because we will be able to see her the whole day now unlike in the ICU just a 2 hours a day visit and We are able to take care of her more inside the room. 

That’s mama and papa (their usual thing papa’s making jokes๐Ÿ˜‚)

The good news is mama is feeling better and better everyday she can speak clearer now, she can shake her body especially her hands and legs, she’s laughing now and guess what? She’s always looking for food! Hahahahaha which is a good thing tho she can’t eat hard foods yet just soft ones.. just this morning (June 24, Saturday) she woke up early and said a word “Ang gaan na ng pakiramdam ko ngayon” which gave me and papa so much relief to hear those words so I must say is God is really good as always just never lose faith mama’s having a fast recovery and as per her Doctor if everything will be stable for the coming days she can be discharged already!!! we miss her at home and we miss her talking a lot!!  *happy dance* 

P.s. Thank you to all our relatives and friends who sent their prayers for my mama’s fast recovery, those people who showed their care and love through texts, facebook.. not only for my mama but also for me.. appreciate everything guys! I wanna hug you call if I can โค๏ธ and in behalf of mama thank you all!! She’s getting better and better now. ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป


Happy 21st Birthday, Self.

Hello there, I know this is already a late post but who cares care bears? better late than never  hahahahaha! ๐Ÿ˜‚ So yeah.. First of all, I want to greet you a Happy 21st Birthday syempre and congratulations for surviving 21years of your exsistence in Earth!! (Lakas maka alien?) hahahahaha, second I wanna tell you that youโ€™re so beautiful hahahahaha! Chos! Nah since this is your day ika nga nila โ€œpagbigyanโ€ yeah you are. I hope you enjoyed your Birthday celebration which I believe you did because you celebrated another year of your exsistence with your family and friends (a little catching up too;) I always wish you have a good health coz โ€œhealth is wealthโ€ always hahahaha! My wish for you is to reach all your goals in life which I know you have a lot, I wish for you na sana tumangkad ka kahit konti pa mga 5โ€™4 ganun but since you’re already 21 I don’t think you will #namamagasa hahahahaha! ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ™ˆ Just keep on being your real self always, never think of what people will think about you and do whatever makes you happy.. as Iโ€™ve said before youโ€™re doing great right now I know that your parents are very proud of you just donโ€™t ever change yourself and always be thankful of what you have right now.

Ps. I love you to the moon and back! XOXO๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜ 


Alright there we go another year for me, 21 years of existence here on Earth so far I was able to survived everything and many more years to come! *Happy dance* 

Do you?

Does it ever come a time in your life right now that it’s just a normal and ordinary day for you but you feeling extra tired for no apparent reason, you’re not sure if it’s because of your work, the weather, the environment, the people around you or somethin else.. There come this days that you question yourself why are you tired in the first place then you’ll answer “I don’t know” lately I’ve been feeling tired so much even eating your favorite food, watching your favorite movie tires you for some reason you’re not sick or anything but it seems that you don’t have any energy to do anything at all and you certainly don’t wanna talk to anyone and everything annoys you. Feel me? #TiredAF

A Letter to my Self.

Dear Self,

              Hey there Self sup?! How are you doing? I hope you’re doing just fine and I know naman you are of course.. Nah but seriously Self, I just wanna let you know that you’re doing great so far with your life right now, you get what you want maybe not all but with your hard work most of it maybe? you have a good job, good teammates, good co-workers, good friends and last but not the least your awesome family whose always been there for you no matter what. I know that you have a lot of goals that you wanna achieve for yourself and for your dearest family too that I know you’re always praying for everyday whenever you wake up in the morning, everything that you have right now is what you’ve always prayed for so Keep on jobbing!!!” (a phrase we use on our team when motivating everyone means keep on doing a great job hahahaha) and also keep on doing great at work ya know that hard work pays off but don’t over work yourself too much, pamper your self a lil bit sometimes go to the salon, spa and have much needed massage, go to skin clinic have a facial, pig out.. eat everything and anything you want don’t mind the price, travel, go and hangout with your friends do anything that you wanted to do so you can take a much needed brake remember that “health is wealth” so make sure to take care of yourself too.

              I know that you wanna spoil your family for the things that they want and for the things that they never had before but, hey? remember to save some up for yourself too! I know that you love your family so much well in fact they are your priority in life but you gotta learn to love yourself too.. Don’t tipid yourself too much buy everything you want and eat everything you want go to the expensive restaurants out there once in a while or buy branded clothes for yourself, you’re already doing great in providing the needs of your family I know they are all proud of you.. Just please don’t forget yourself for crying out loud. I hope you can save up enough money real soon so you can get and buy the car that you always wanted, you promised that before you turn 25 you’ll be able to achieve it so I’ll totally support that and basically you still have like 5 years to go! mahaba haba pang pagiipon yun,you just gotta keep getting the Challenger bonus every month so you can save up faster hahahahaha.. I know that’s always been your dream since you were little isn’t? and last thing.. I know that you’re happy right now but it seems that there still one thing that is missing with your life..

I know that you never admitted this to yourself that you also need this for you to be completely happy but, Gurl! I hope you find real LOVE soon, yass you’re still young no rush you’re just 20, but I hope you find you a man that will love you with all his heart, find a man who includes you as one of his  goals. Someone who sees beauty in your imperfections. Someone who has a good heart. โค๏ธ a man who will make you feel the butterflies in your stomach whenever you’re with him, a man that will take care of you whenever you’re sick or not, a man who will always be there for you anytime despite of your mood swings especially when you are on your time of the month, a man who cares on how your day was and will listen to all of your rants about your work and customer or if something upsets you, a man that will look at you and stare at you like you’re the most beautiful girl in the world,a man that will always surprise you even tho he knows that you don’t really like surprises and will show up outside your house out of the blue just to see you because he misses you, a man that will sit with you on the beach while you’re both watching the sunset, a man that will watch all your favorite romcom movies or fav kadramas all day long with you, a man that will accept your ugly voice whenever you sing, a man that will accept your old soul, your flaws and the real you, a man that will call you everyday or in the middle of the night just to hear your voice and just to tell you that He’ve missed you even tho he knows that you hate phone calls,a man that will give you love letters just like how your father gives your mom love letters, a man that will never get tired of talking to you, a man that will never stop trying even if you’re so hard to love.. I hope that you find that not so old school love that you’ve always wanted and the love that you deserve so much and hopefully a man that will be your first and last.

P.S. Always remember this self, I will always be here for you and ya know that I will always be your #1 fan aside from your parents ya also know that I always believed in you. I love you so much self! xoxo ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜


                                                                                                                                                Love Self,

Expect the Unexpected

I remember a week ago I was called by Ms.Van one of the OM’s (I think?) in our LOB which was so sudden and unexpected, I just logged in and started my STREAD time when she came in the prod floor and she was like “Where’s Geraldine?? Japz where is Geraldine, is she here?” and I was sitting there on my station preping my tools to take calls like.. *nervous and confused* “wait.. why is she looking for me? who is she? I don’t even know her did I do something wrong? are they gonna fire me?” ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜… at the back of my mind then I asked tl why and even my TL has no any idea why Ms.Van is looking for me because we just got from our day off and she mentioned about something that really shocked me and tl we both don’t have any idea about it tbh and she invited me to go to her office for a quick interview for an article or write up as she mentioned so we went down to her office, Ms. Van asked some questions which I answered confidently beautiful with a heart hahahahaha!ย ๐Ÿ˜‰ and I’m actually nervous tbh idk why I actually asked her why do we need this she just told me about nomination for being a top agent by our Operation’s Manager Boss Jobs and also she said just for a right up since the CEO of TMO John Legere was gonna visit Philippines so they need it that’s the only thing she said to me and I didn’t ask any further all I thought it’s only for a month, she showed the email and it was a fast pace interview (literally quick hahahaha) then after that I went back up stairs and Boss Midel (one of the OM’s) took a picture me and that was really embarrasing some of the agent there was looking at me damn it di ako makapagproject and pose ng maayos hahahahaha ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜

Then there comes Wednesday again I just got from my day off and around 5:30AM I think, I’m taking my calls kuya Ton called me and ate Ivy to go on aux 2 (aux for coaching) and we were told to go downstairs by Ms.Aira OM from the UA.. I was like whaaaaat?! again?? He jokingly asked me and ate Ivy if we did anything wrong with our calls or something because whenever bosses call us I’m getting nervous it’s like you did something wrong hahahahaha! then there Ms.Aira told us about the event that will be held in Resorts world Manila on that day itself that we needed to go there she asked all of us if we are cool with it even tho the departure will be at 1pm and it’s within our shift and it might end late (and it ended late) but we still need to go to work even tho it’s late and guess what our shift is 5am so yea #zombiemodeย (I actually got like 1hour sleep only after the event then I went to work again) while I’m deciding if I’ll go or not I think Ms.Aira saw the hesitations on coming to the event so she said “and you Geraldine you don’t have a choice you really need to come so be ready” then I asked “bakit ako po walang choice?” she answered “I can’t tell you rn it’s a surprise” so I was there like okayyyyy *face with question marks* so I said Okay cool since I don’t have any choice but to come anyway lol.. It’s already time to leave so we headed to the bus and rode while we are on the way in Resorts World Manila finally Boss Midel told me the reason why I don’t have any choice but to come is because I was actually the top earner/top agent of the year 2016, I thought TL was just joking when he told me this when we are having our lunch that day because come on! It’s super duper unexpected “surreal” sabi nga nila before for the past 13months that I have been working there in Startek Angeles for Pay In Advance I was secretly wishing to be someday part of the top agents of the month but who would have thought this is actually bigger! instead of the month it was a year yes a YEAR! and that’s one hella #AchievementUnlock

I know some people might question why it’s me why not her..why not him he’s/she’s better than her they should be the one that got chosen not her, don’t worry guys I even question myself too why hahahahaha! ๐Ÿ˜…โœŒ so we’re on the same question so don’t ask why. Kidding aside, I just wanna thank everyone the bosses who supported me on that event especially my TL and team mates which I know I would not get that far if it’s not for them I just simply applied everything that I learned from TL Japz and my team mates, set my goals worked hard and enjoyed my job I guess I also appreciated them being proud of what I have achieved.


Pictures ยฉ Boss Ryan (Recognition and Photo OP withe the bosses of TMOBILE US)

this is actually the best part on the event a once in a life time photo/selfie opportunity with the CEO John Legere along with the other bosses they are the best and John Legere is the coolest CEO ever I wanted to tell him that when I came up on stage but I was too shy, I also asked them to take a wacky selfie together so they did! who wouldn’t love them?! hahahahahahah ๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜„


and oh I almost forgot sabi nga ni TL “The harder you worked the luckier you get” so right there and then I got my new Apple iphone 7 Plusย which was given by T-MOBILE so yea everything is seriously worth it couldn’t ask for more so far come on that’s ย Apple iphone 7 plus ย can’t even afford to buy that! 2017 is going well for me *madaming happy dance*

“You can do anything as long as you put your mind to it!”

What are Your Aspirations in Life?

It actually took time for me to answer this question never knew that it will be hard for me to answer this question right there and then.. I was like stuck there asking myself what are my aspirations and I don’t have any answer at all, I even asked tl and kuya Ton “Ano ba aspirations ko? di ko alam..” hahahahaha and they answered me “baliw! It’s your Aspirations we don’t know what you wanted to be, you have the answer to that don’t ask us” and I jokingly answered aaaaah okay “When I grow up I wanna be famous I wanna be a star I wanna be in movies, be on TV, be on magazine..” (which is a lyrics from a crtain song lol)ย muntik na nila ako binatukan hahahahaha. Nah but seriously speaking I just realize that this is one hella difficult question to answer especially if you don’t know what you wanna be in the future in the first place.. so I asked tl if he could give me some more time to think about it and I’ll write it on a paper first so he said okay.. then after like 20 mins I went back to him and he went back to chat Ms.Van to give her my answer which is this..

I want to be a professional blogger and photographer someday which I love doing so that I can share my thoughts to all the people around the world through writings and images so I can express myself more too, not just to inspire but also to encourage people to do what they love to do and quoted this “You can do anything as long as you put your mind to it”ย **end** ย  ย  I just wanted to ย add more to that, Honestly speaking I don’t really know what I want to be when I grow up I just go with the flow, as I mentioned on my posts before yea I took up Hotel and Restaurant Services but that’s not my aspiration or passion.. the only reason I took that it’s because again I don’t know what to do with my life. I’m one of those people who don’t speak that much with so many thoughts that is going inside me and only blogging and photography helped me let these thoughts out.

The Sunday Currently |10|

Alright everyone here we go again I’m back with my TSC post.. I hope everyone is doing fine like I do, so yeah It’s almost half of the month already and Valentines day is approaching as I’ve mentioned before Valentines is not just for lovers it’s for everyone just so you know. I’m not sure why many people is making it a big deal if they don’t have any dates on February 14 gawwd geeeez! don’t be so sad if you don’t have any dates remember you have your family, your friends are there too, your ย co- workers are there and especially your dog is there who will love you more than a human can ย love you lol!๐Ÿถ Date them if you want, don’t make it a big deal, be happy! Sabi nga ni Tinay “Happy Lang!!” ๐Ÿ˜‚ย Yass it’s love month but it’s just a same normal day you should show your love to your loved ones everyday not once a year hahahahahaha! anyway enough of that too much talking so yeah here is another Sunday Currently entry..



as usual some random posts, articles, tweets and blog post all over the web


my Sunday Currently entry which supossed to be posted last sunday but due to my laziness and procastination I’m just writing this now.ย hhahahhaaha ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚


To The Great Unknown by Sarah G ft. Hale I dunno but I love this song so much, it’s so relaxing or somethin idk.๐ŸŽถ


Of doing something but I forgot what’s that something so now I’m thinking about that something that I am about to do (say whaat now? ahahahaha)


The coffee that I just drunk like mins ago while I’m writing this entry lol


to be the next superstar! hahahahaha charot! secret. ๐Ÿ˜‰


My blanket? hahahahahaha yeah I’m wearing my blanket so freakin cold kaya hahahaha


This new phone that I got it’s actually an Oppo F1s which so far I’m loving it especially the cam gaawwwd! hahahahaha since last year I was actually planning on buying a new phone for myself but yea priorities first so I wasn’t able to buy one until today I decided to buy it already (baka kase maubos ko lang yung pambili ko sa mga pagkain e hahahahaha) which makes me so happy! Reward for self. ย *happy dance*ย 


to eat somethig I’m just not sure what food, all I know is I want food that’s it.


to get some pamper and relaxing time like sleeping or eating that’s how I pamper and relax lol


happy and fulfilled right now since I was able to buy another thing that I wanted to buy so bad, it’s another achievement for me hahahahaha and of course #feelingBlessed as always for everything which I thank God for everyday blessings that he’s giving me and my loved ones and syempre #FeelingThankful


Excuse my big eyebags ๐Ÿถ๐Ÿ˜‚

So yeah everyone I want you also to meet our new baby in the house HATCHI (short for hatchiko) which took me like 2days to give him a name hahahahaha I got him from my aunt he looks a lot like Damon when he was little and it makes me miss him so much, this new lil cutie in the house is so kulet not sure if what I got is a dog or a vampire cos he loves biting my neck so much! hahahahaha ย Anyway that’s all for now I hope you all have a happy and blessed weekend! ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿถ

. advance HAPPY VALENTINES!!! *heart heart*